Introspection or Influence causes Change

Its been a long time since I wrote in English. These days, I generate thoughts only in Tamil, no idea why?. I'll have to think what makes one to think in a different language ? what decides the preference ? What if someone knows no language ? will that someone not think ?

I have been thinking mostly about Philosophy and Intelligence. This thought came to my mind that "To make a change or to be a change , one has to either have influence from external entities or influence from within (or introspection )". It is not possible for everyone to have good influences always or at least at the required times but the other - "influence from within - introspection" is possible.

If I am the creator of few things - I wish, and I will give equal priority ,significance ,worthiness to each of my creations.In other words , To director Bala - both "Pithamagan" and "Naan Kadavul" is the same.It is arguable whether such comparison would change based on how it is received?! - Has the worthiness of the movie "Iruvar" has changed for director Mani Ratnam based on how it was received?, may be it is not.When extending this analogy to God , If there was a God, and if he was the creator of things, lives here - the worthiness of each of his creations should and must be same. So why does one think Good to the society and while one does not?So what creates this difference? Education, Situations, Experience and one can quote so many things like that but they are not. Suppose if they were the cause, why doesn't God give the such things to all the men&women of the world? What will the world be if all of us are equally educated,equally talented and equally opinionated? Will that make any interesting minute of our lives? So We need differences to have a interesting time , to be received well. To someone , video games are waste of time and to some, they are worth a lifetime. So A Creator plans and creates everything to be unique and to be with some differences. It doesn't bother the Creator whether it is well received or not. So if you think you are a failure , and if you believe in God, then you can think, it's not your fault and your Creator's.What does this prove ? :)

I always thought about this. The differences , the pain and struggle that some has to go through during their lifetime. I am still thinking about them, and they will only make me to think more and more of it.

I always believed that "It only takes a simple lesson, a simple thought to change our lives" and that is one must learn to introspect oneself and influence himself from within - positively. Thats the beginning of wisdom. How can the movies introspect themselves ? Is it at least possible for them to think that they have to think about introspecting themselves - when they do not even have the thinking ability ? How can one think of becoming more when the Creator himself has not given anything to that someone to be more? Is Life a Paradox ?

Keep thinking - dot.